"...You can change. Wrap your mistakes in a cocoon and let them die, and emerge a butterfly..." -efy 2009 song

Monday, June 18, 2012

Closer every day!

Just 20 days until I will enter the temple and make sacred covenants that will last for eternity. I can't even explain how excited I am. Still, through all the planning and excitement, I am calm. I am ready. I am eager to step into this new stage of life and love. I have learned so much! Life is full of progression. It never ends-and thank goodness! I feel so blessed to be able to share this life with someone who loves it as much as I do.

live. love. laugh. endure. 

Monday, June 11, 2012

My fairytale.

Wow. Officially over a year since I last posted on my blog. So much has happened since then. I had a crazy busy summer in 2011. Met so many wonderful new friends. A couple heartbreaks and a few girls nights out....Eventually my path led me to Utah. To LDS Business College. A new journey began there. Met more wonderful friends. My heart got a little confused....until I met him....Jesse Fisco. We were in the same math class, although, I didn't meet him until the second week of school. I was frantically rushing into class a couple minutes late. I took a quick glance around the room to find an empty seat. Saw it. Sat down. I looked to my left-it was my friend Jesse Bennet from Tennessee. Then I looked to my right...there he was. My prince charming. "WOW! He's cute," I thought. So, I opened my mouth. Whether or not the words came out right or whatever....I spoke. I was nervous. I was probably blushing! I asked him if he did the homework and if it was hard or easy for him..."geeze," I thought, "THAT was a dumb thing to say...." But, he made conversation with me and apparently looked past my awkward first impression! ;) We exchanged phone numbers. Then it began. The dating game; all over again for the millionth time! Except this time it was different. I felt different. HE was different. I was intrigued! I wanted to know what was going on in my heart. We texted each other ALL day EVERY day for the next week or so. We began to get to know each other really quickly. I went over to his house on a Wednesday after school and we went to Baskin Robins and got Oreo milkshakes (our favorite)! AND I met his family that day. I suppose you could consider this our 'first date'. And yes, he held my hand on the first date....scary! haha. That was NOT like me. But, like I said, everything was different with Jesse. It all came naturally. :) Three days later, he took me to a Jazz game! I was thrilled. I love the Utah Jazz and so does he. Score. Our first kiss was that night. My heart skipped a beat...or two...or maybe a thousand! After that, we talked about dating more exclusively...he asked me to be his girlfriend. :) Except...I had already had a date lined up with someone else for that next week and it would have been rude to cancel....so...I went on the date...but afterwards I went to Jesse's house. haha ;) Every date since then has been with the love of my life-Jesse Jay Fisco! I love him so much. I remember the firs time we said, "I love you." We were sitting on bean bags watching a movie at his dad's house. He looked at me and said, "Ambry, I think I'm falling in love with you. And I'm falling fast." He is my bestest friend in the whole world. And now he's my fiance and in 27 days he will be my husband. He stole my heart and I never want it back. <3